April 20-26

Well last week was ok for my first week at work on this...i had 1 cheat meal...go me! i did have some cookies on saturday night 2 sugar ones not so good...and i did good friday night NO DRINKING! Then Saturday after a table of 25 all by myself then other tables at the same time yeah when Mel said lets do a shot i was like im in...i deserved it dang it! So i had 3 shots then called it good even though the others continued drinking! I still need to get some more protein worked in...

In October Jess, Sharayah and myself are going to do a charity 5K(Trinity Bright Halloween 5K) and the goal is to run/jog most all of it so ive got to do some research and get us some work out plans written out...that same month is the Susan G Komen Dallas Race for the Cure and i plan to do that one as well...im hoping my girls will join me! If you want any more info on either of the events go to http://trinitybrighthalloween5k.com/Register.html and http://rfcda.convio.net/site/TR?fr_id=1040&pg=entry. If you are unable to attend either event but would still like to donate to the cause you can also do that online.

Friday i was really down not sure why all i did all day was cry! So i just did...even at work i couldnt control it! I went to the mall in between jobs thinking that would be the cure of course it helped a little but not a lot...i got some make up from orgins and wow it helps my face look much better and actually it has cleared up since friday...wendsday is my yearly dr appt and as usual im nervous the dr said high stress could lead to the thing coming back and gosh knows ive been under high stress since oh idk december thanks to phazar and its non paying and not sure and such...we shall see though...im hoping it all comes back just fine!

The Start of the new me

So Jessica and i both are having some issues with ourselves and decided we should start a blog to motivate ourselves into being happier, healthier, and well just better all around! Our goal is to blog once a week and it has to all be posotive and we will reward ourselves if we keep it up! Things i am working on:
working out daily again(5 days a week)
eating healthy all but 1 meal a week meal not day!
(the 2 above should help me loose the 10lbs or so i wanna loose)
less shopping!
less drinking...being that i work weekends at a bar this will be my hardest feat!
keeping my house cleaned at all times
starting small projects and finishing them around the house(painting, decorating... things like that)
keeping my vehicle clean at all times
once a week date night with my husband(we pretty much already do for the most part)
well if i think of anything else ill come back and add it but for now that is all.
After reading Jessicas blog things i would like to add to my list are:
working on my budget
eating out less
spending more time with friends
oh and text jessica nightly to make sure shes walking lol!